I'm probably the most quietest person anyone will ever meet, but it makes me really sick that I can never start to talk to anyone. It's fine when they acknowledge/approach me first because at least I know that they want to talk to me, however whenever I see the person again I just get really nervous and ignore them... It just makes me sick because I've been shy ever since I was a little kid and have been dealing with similar situations to this for years now. I feel like I am in pretty deep trouble right now with myself right now because it is so mentally debilitating that I just feel like giving up the desire to get better at this.
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